Met SzemianBestie after work at e coffee shop . Had our fill , then started chatting abt everything . (: Love chatting with her ^^ Home sweet home at around 3am . *cravings for Roti Prata*
Did some freaking meaningful msges with Ghost .
*If u can read chinese then good for you , if nt , too bad :[*
Ghost: 什么时候学会了用微笑代替哭泣；什么时候学会了用沉默代替孤单。不要因为好怕跌倒而不学走路；不要因为害怕受伤而不去争取。只要感觉对了就勇敢的尝试，不要等到机会没了才后悔。铁达尼号装上冰山后都还有最后的生还者。在爱情里只要你不去尝试到最后，你永远也不会知道自己会不会是那最后胜利的生还者。我是你的爱情顾问可是我真的不知道你在想啥米？！但是我感觉到你还在为“爱”这个字烦恼！我是觉得性格上，年龄上，啥米都好都不重要有些是可以改的！我觉得如果你已经知道自己最喜欢的是谁了就勇敢去尝试吧！好过你在路边随便捡石头！
Me: 谢谢，但是我还是选择暂时单身。我觉得如果我跟双鱼座(AY)在一起我会伤到他。我不想捡不适合的石头。我怕会磨到它裂开，最后碎掉。造成的伤害会是双方面的，我把它磨碎，它把我割伤。干啥呢！还不如我再等更适合的。这样我也不用费心费力的去磨它。一捡到就觉得很喜欢很适合。不是吗？只不过，我现在不知道要怎么把我捡起的石头轻轻的放下，不要造成太大的裂痕。
(In case you're very troubled abt the stone thing , read this msg ..)
爱得感觉总是在一开始甜蜜 ，总觉得多了一个人陪，多了一个人帮你分担你的烦恼，你终于不再孤单了，因为至少有一个人会想着你，恋着你。只要能在一起就是好的，但是慢慢的，随着认识的加深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，于是问题一个接一个出现。你开始觉得烦，累，甚至想要逃避。其实爱情就像磨石子一样，有人总想捡到一个适合自己的石子，但你又如何知道什么时候能捡到呢？或许刚捡到的时候，你不是很满意，但是请记住人是有弹性的。很多事情是可以改变，只要有心，有勇气。与其到处去捡未知的石头，还不如将自己已拥有的石头磨亮磨光。你明了吗？别把随地的未知石头都捡起。珍惜你所拥有的，这就是恋爱的开始。不要随便牵手，更不要随便放手。
May 31 , Sunday
I msged AY ..
Me: 睡了吗？我们做朋友就好，好吗？
AY: Why you got boyfriend liao ha?
Me: 没有，就像我说过的。我们不是很适合 我不想要勉强在一起 。了解吗？
AY: Sorry I very tired then I want to sleep . Sorry ya . Goodnight .
Me: Sorry . Goodnight .
I chose to msg him in chinese is bcos I'm afraid he won't get what I want to say in eng . Felt super bad abt it . :[ Hope he isn't affected much , but his reply sounds like he's trying to .. sigh , I dunno how to say ..
Nobody knows abt it . Until Miaomiao msged and asked me abt him the next day , she must be very honoured she's the first to know lor .. Haha ! :D
June 1 , Monday
This is a very very malu day . -,-
First I checked my acc balance and made sure that I can use my Nets to pay for my cabfare , but when I was reaching , I opened my bag .. I DIDN'T BROUGHT MY ATM CARD ALONG !! D: Called Ghost to borrow $12 lol ..
Second , I realised my slipper is going to spoil , but I thought it won't break so fast , so continue wearing it .. I went to the toilet .. Came out and when I was beside the shoe shop .. It broke . I didn't brought any money along , so asked if I can get the slipper first , then I go down take money . :\ Luckily she's kind enough . Haha ! :p
Finally get pay liao , it's been a long long wait to the 1st . :[ Shopping tml with Bessie . Getting PINKY PINKY DS LITE TML , TRIPLE YAY !!
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