Anyways, I'm here to blog cos I'm very very irritated and pissed off by my colleagues. I admit that I was at fault to always run out of the shop and leave it unattended, but the prank they played on me was really way too much.. Furthermore, it's not the first time already.
They used to keep away my wallet and phone cos I always misplace them. This time, guess what they took..
You won't believe it..
My entire bag. -,-
At first I thought it might be Benny, so I asked him, but he denied, then I asked everyone else, everyone just acted like they dunno anything, then I started to worry, I asked them one more time then I called my Dad, no one stopped me, I was thinking like.. gosh, don't tell me it really got stolen. Closed the shop, called Ay told him to go home first and I just left with the $10 note and handphone I have in the drawer. I walked around Bugis Village, until Belle and Olivia saw me.. Told them I lost my bag, and started sobbing. Benny and Ghost called meanwhile.. Doris called after them and told me "Where are you? You called the police then the police is now in our shop with you bag". The first thought was.. Wtf, I never even called the police, even if I did, how could the police possible get the bag back-,- So I answered her in a very attitude way and hang up after finishing my words. I was really fucking pissed at that time, even until now.. I wouldn't want to see them. Belle went in to tell them to return me my bag then Ghost took it out for me, though I know she might nt be involve in it, but still I couldn't helped but gave her attitude. Took my bag and left.
The thing is I made my parents worry for me for nothing. They are too much.. too much..
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I chatted with Ghost the day before about 嫌弃(dunno what's the eng for it lol) Ay, cos he's very like.. sua gu. Ghost told me then that means I don't like him at all, she say if I like someone I won't be feeling in that way le. My first thought was.. "drama-,-".
Today I asked Auntie Kat abt this thing. She said so too! She also say if you like someone you won't 嫌弃 him. I think, very hard. && realised.. it's true. I accepted how Rickson was and loved him with all my heart(but end up getting cheated). I've never feel that on him before, everything was perfect, he was perfect, in my eyes.
So I realised, it's not love, maybe it's just some sort of 好感. Even though that's the conclusion which came out, Auntie kat still say I can try with him and see how lo.. Haha.. Super funny la.. As for Ghost, she say I shld nt try, cos she thinks that will end up hurting him, and also me.
Even Auntie Kat also say I got too much worries.. :p Cos I keep having "but..buts..butss.." :x
I don't know what decision I will make, but seriously I wish to try it out with him, it's just the fear and realistic thoughts that's stopping me. :[
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