Off day at home!

December 29,


Off day at home!


Helped B to jailbreak his phone, then went out for dinner.

Was confused between should we go Tampines 1 or should we just settled down at the newly opened Popeyes near my house.

He got me so annoyed, one moment he told me let's go Tampines, the next second he change his mind again. NOT JUST ONE TIME!! IS A LOT OF TIMES!! I think he is out to fool me manszx. Super annoying.

Last decision was Popeyes! Came home straight after our yummy dinner! ^^

I streamed a movie online and watched it while B fell asleep! Haha.. He really sleep like a pig manszx! He can sleep and wake up a lot of times in a day!


I can say this is a quite interesting movie, just a lil lame at times! (:

After I finished the movie, I wanted to join the Bf in his beauty sleep, but then we woke up!! Stupid or what!? -.- Wake up on unearthly hours.. It was about 2am already manszx!

He wanted to go out to the living room to watch movie on my tv, so I joined him. Aftermath, as there were no nice movies at all, we went back to the room, switched on my netbook cos he said he wanted to watch Prison Break. I had a hard to looking for it and just when I found it, he snatched my netbook from me and off it!!? Wtf right! COS HE WANNA SLEEP AGAIN ALREADY!

This man is really psycho. :\

Steamboat at Jessica's house.

December 28,


Steamboat at Jessica's house.


Flagged a cab after work and head over to Hougang Point to pick Meiping up to go over to Jess house. Liqun and Szemian were already there, eating! :D

Normal steamboat, just a tad bit awkward as we really don't have a lot of common topics now. Most of the we were listening to Liqun and Jess conversations. A little bit of catching up with one anothers' life. That's all.

After we had our fill, went down to the void deck to meet Karen. Chatted for an hour or so, everyone made their way home! (:

Simple night out like this.. Me like. ^^

& I realised something..

Gossiping is still the same 'in' thing among this group of gfs. I don't see any good in gossiping about one another, although I know I gossip too, but please, gossips which are spreading untrue tales are only for losers. Gossiping also got standard one ma, only actual fact! No constructing of made-up stories! Creating rumours out of no where but your imaginary space only make you look & sound like an idiot. You never know when, but the truth will always be revealed and the loser? Lose your friends.

We all are growing up each and every day. We already past 18yrs old! We are not teenagers anymore! We are adults. Shall not tarnish anyone's image/reputation, not at all. No matter how much we dislike/hated them, there's nothing we can do. Karma, I believe. (:

& now this is something I learnt..

Maybe we have like more than 5 in this clique, there is no one to be trusted. Oh maybe 1 or 2, but you never know when anyone is gonna stab you from behind when you turn your back.

In fact, I have been thinking about this.. How/when did I became a clique with these awesome girls? Haha!

Ok, I know the above sentence sounds a bit contradicting, but it's true! When we are all good and not gossiping, all of 'em are awesome girlfriends, who will always be there for anyone of us when we are down and when we needs them! (:

Good luck in everything you do, awesome girls! \(^^)/

Cousins belated Gift Xchange.

December 26,


Cousins belated Gift Xchange.


Well, all I can say is, 2010's xmas is not for me. Had the same ol' situation as yesterday night, I was so disheartened, I decided to flight-mode my phone.

I reminded him about the meet up with my Sis and cousins this night, before we ended work, he told me he will be going to Molly hse, again. He intended to leave after the dinner and gift exchange with us.

I told him, he doesn't need to join us anymore, I told him to just go Molly hse. I really felt like this guy no hope already, what does these implies on do you know? Gambling is waaay more important than his Babygal. Hohoho FML.

I took the present he prepared and said I would helped him exchanged it. He didn't want it that way. He insisted on tagging along.

Waited for X.Goh to drive to where we were at, then set off to Arab St. Yiwen thought Arab St was not a very suitable place for Jia En to be at, so we changed venue. Decided on steamboat!

& that's when Benny Cheong Bao Fang decided he didn't want to go along with us already.

After steamboat, we went to Mcdonald's to exchange all the presents! ^^ Mine was given to Benny and I got present from Yiwen:D

(Actually there is one more video, but it is taking forever to get uploaded on Youtube, shall just skip it, the top one is already good enough! Haha:D )

All the presents!! :D





My presents! :3

I got Babylove the Ralph Lauren perfume he was using but got thrown at the BKK airport. Haha!

All in all, although the Bf was not around, I still had a lot of fun with all my cousins. ;D

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I gave him the present the next day and he sent me this sms:D

Christmas.

December 24,


Christmas Eve.


Xmas eve still need to work, sian ttm!

Strained my brain the entire day thinking about where we can head to for dinner(after work) for just the 2 of us, enjoying the company on one another, keeping a sweet memory to reminisce in the future.

Finally I found one, through my favourite apps, Hungrygowhere!

Decided to head over to Blu Jaz Cafe for dinner&supper countdown!

Near to knock off time, I told him I already know where we can go to, he asked me to tell him my plans, I told him, "dinner, countdown then go home.".

He told me to follow him after we countdown, of course I naturallily asked him where he want to go to, he said "Molly Sis house".

That was when I felt really pissed.

Because, when we were on the phone yesterday night, we were tryna' decide how we should celebrate our Xmas eve night, and that we've got 3 choices.

1). Just the 2 of us
2). With Jason and co.
3). Molly Sis house

I remembered very clearly he asked me to choose. I was in a dilemma, in the end I chose the first one! I just to be with my one and only love in this special night.

And then, he was not respecting the option I chose!! That was why I'm pissed off!

Seriously what's the point of insisting of letting me choose when he already intended to go to Molly Sis house. In the end, all he did was not making me happy, not at all, what he achieved is my disappointment.

I told him to go himself and I will head home on my own.

Was not in the mood to go for dinner with him already, but when I told him to just go Molly there, he insisted that he want to accompany me FIRST. I don't want it only AT FIRST, what I want is ALWAYS FIRST AND LAST!!! D:

Sigh, so much for thinking and expecting we could have a very sweet and peaceful xmas eve night.

Reluctantly, me and him walked over to Bali Lane to Blu Jaz, settled down and got to realised they don't serve dinner already -.- Only finger food and drinks!

Left and went to walk around looking for somewhere better. & yippee! I'm so glad we found this hidden gem!!

Nabins! Comfy sofa-bed seats, peaceful and good food!

This is the outside, inside is sofa beds!! :D

We kind of had a tiff there due to money issue. & not understanding & lack of communications problems.

He said something which pricked right into the center of my heart.

"You don't know about anything!" , he said that so sternly, I was kind of shocked.

It really hurt me deep down, to my dear Bf, if you are not going to tell me anything, how am I supposed to know what's going on in your daily life and whatsoever. I can't read your mind I can't see through your heart!?

I cried. Yes in the restaurant.

Didn't have any appetite to eat anymore, I just kept sitting at the side and trying to calm my emotions down. After realising I was crying, he did not comfort me at all. He said, "Aiya, next time don't want say anything already la, liddat also cry." .

Am I hard to please or he doesn't love me enough?

Maybe it's my karma? I used to only received love, care and concern from my ex-bf, w/o showing them the least bit back. Now I've got myself this Bf who doesn't show me any and thinks money is the key to decide whether or not and how much is the love.

Sigh, I can't do anything now. I love him so much, I don't think I can afford to lose him.

After I stopped crying, I started eating the food I ordered, wished him Merry Xmas and gave him the chocolate cornflakes I made for him.

I'm glad he find it nice and liked it(:

Szemian Bestie wanted to come over to meet us w/ her Bf. Babylove actually planned to leave after they reached, but don't know why he stayed with us till the end and went home.

Should I feel happy? He is giving in to me. Maybe he decided not to go is because he wanted to avoid any more arguments and upsetting moments.

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December 25,


MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Resting Day.

December 21,


Resting Day.


Told Richard uncle I won't be going to work the previous night as I was really feeling very drained out.

Slept the whole afternoon away with Babylove until 4pm. We woke up, watch tv, etc.. He went home at around 8pm.

Sometimes, somehow, I find days simple like this is better. We won't by any chance have any conflicts, so peaceful I find us so loving^^

BKK Day Five.

December 20,


BKK Day Five.


Woke up and got prepared, it was the last day already. Early in the morning I got annoyed again due to Yw, cos she switched off the aircon as she was feeling cold-.- I was so hot the moment I came out from my bath, I was perspiring. Was so annoyed I think my brows almost got all tied up into a knot. >.<

Went out for shopping, Baiyoke was our first stop, as we missed it the day before. Shopping cools me down a bit and I was feeling better and slightly happier. Saw Prodesign boss in one of the shops taking stocks. :b

Went to have our lunch at the Wanton Mee place again! After that was shopping at Pratunam! Pratunam is a place which is very very similar to Bugis Street and better than JJ market(: A wholesale market with a lot of pretty apparels! Bumped into the Topz and Bottomz Ladyboss! Haha! ;D

I bought quite a lot at Pratunam as most of the stuff I bought it at wholesale price, so I took like at least 3 pieces at one shop :b

Wanted to head over to the Big C market, but none of the cabbies understand us! :( Went back to Baiyoke to walk some more, then headed back to our hotel. Put our loots down then went to Platinum Mall.

While we were walking around, shopping, he hurt my hand, I repeated "Ouch! Very pain eh!" a lot of times, I just wanted him to apologise, but he never! Some more, he kept imitating me, repeating after me! Was super irritated, in the end I got mad and decided to ignore him. :(

Went to the local snacks stall and bought a lot of snacks!! :D Went back to our hotel and I cool down my mood.

Pack up and time to set off to the BTS(Skytrain) to the airport! This is our first time taking the BTS haha! :D

When on the train, we had no seats, was super crowded, until the last 2 stops, finally got empty seats! I purposely asked Yw to seat to the other side, so I am seating nearer to the standing him. I expected him to ask me to move in if he wanna take a seat, but hell no! He walked to the other side and sat next to Yw instead! How nice.

Train token!



Our 20KG!!

Met up with James in the airport to come back to Singapore together. So anyways, our flight was delayed from 9:15pm to 9:40pm.

Had dinner at Burger King together after we checked in our luggage. This time around, I just have to repeat the stories, the happenings, over and over again. He sat beside Yw again when there were a seat purposely left for him. Until James and Yw told him, to sit at the seat which was left for him then he moved to sitting beside me.

While waiting for the plane!

Now as I'm typing this, I felt like.. Maybe all this happened, was because I kept giving him attitude. Maybe all this which happened, was all caused by no one but me, myself and I. :( I should reflect on myself, seriously. D:

We reached Singapore at around 2am.

Limited Ed Absolut Vodka! & Juicy Couture perfume.


2 of the whole bag of snacks I bought from BKK! ^^

Guess what? The Bf TOTALLY forgotten about my baggage and left in below the airplane seat. I officially thank him very much for treating me like this. Lucky we were behind them and Yw noticed it. Was already so annoyed over the uncomfortableness of the seats of Jetstar and Yw's thunder-loud coughing, yet I still have to go through this stupid thing.

& best of all, before we left our seats, he actually remembered to ask Yw where was her baggage! But mine? Totally forgotten under the seat.

I took my baggage, walking behind him, looking at him from behind, thinking when will he realised he had forgotten my baggage but no no no, I was soooo wrong to expect anything sensitive/caring from him. My baggage had totally slipped off his mind like nobody's business.

The moment I caught up with him and was about to walk past him, he actually offered to help me hold those plastic bags I was taking. All I said was, "It's ok, later you leave it there again". In a very very very pissed off tone, I'm sure he'd be wondering whats wrong with me again and what did he left over.

In fact, I heard him asking Yw what did he left behind! How was that? My perfect great Bf! That's why I looove him sooo much!

At that point of time I was really fuming mad and I only felt like I ain't important to him anymore. He doesn't care, not to mention concerned about me anymore.

My attitude problem is getting out of hand, maybe during this BKK trip, it was more like jealousy, but.. seriously.. if I put myself in their shoes, I can really understand how they feel, they must be constantly thinking "wtf is wrong with her again, like a crazy bitch!" . Haha!

There was actually this period of time where I really changed for the Bf. My attitude was indeed better and I don't flare up at him whenever he annoyed me. But aftermath, maybe it's due to the toleration I went through, so it's worst than ever and ever! Like a comeback for what I've be bearing for the first few months we were together where I only had slight attitude problem.

FML seriously, I really hope one day, I could really tame my temper, but it's easier to say than to be done. :(

ALL MY LOOTS! HEHEHEHEHE :B