It's my off day , met up with SzemianBestie in the noon to have lunch together at Compass Point Pizza Hut . She left for sch after lunch and I went to get the POSB GO! Card . (:
Met Stanley at Hougang Point at around 2:30pm for KBOX .. !! We sang until ard 9pm . Lol ! Cos the person didn't came to say "last song" . So we just continue singing till they come , which is already ard 9pm HAHAHA voice also gone liao lor .. :D Stanley sang 原谅我 for fucking 3times ! I've never came across someone who'll sing one particular song for more than 1 time lol . He also sang one Gary's song for 2 times , don't rmb the title . :\
Went to have our very late dinner at Hougang Mall . Walked over to the playground near his house to chat , but too boring liao , so went to Punggol Park and walk one round . Haha .. When we were strolling half-way , Ay called , he asked me where I was , I didn't dare to say I was at a park just to prevent frm quarrelling agn , so I just replied Hougang . He asked “在做么?” in a very unpleasant way , I don't feel good w his tone , so in the end , we still argued . -,-
Called him when I reach home , continued arguing then he said smth .. That rly makes my heart ache and .. I cried , and I mean cried , nt just tear . Thankfully , we always make up fast . Hehe :p
May 15 , Friday.
Alson asked everyone to go out after work , so we decided to go for Bowling (: BUT ..! End up , he didn't tag along cos he forgot his Brother birthday , they going for movie . So we went w/o him .
Reached Yishun , they wanted to eat smth first . So they ate at the nearest coffee shop , then we separated into 2 cabs to Safra Yishun . Played Photohunt while waiting for 2lanes which is side to side . Bowling was very very fun ! I strike on my first bowl hehehe ! But the luck wasn't w me for long , it's only for the first try :[ After 2 rounds of bowling we paid then Ghost and I had a round of pool . (:
Jamie (:
Ellaine stay over at my place for a night , so cabbed home tgt with her . Home sweet home at around 3am . Chatted for a while before tugging in . Slept at ard 4am . ^^
May 16 , Saturday.
I broke the key when locking up the shutter :\
Had dessert w the girls before heading home . Our topic on that night is all about that freaking tico hahaha ! He's really a pervert , fucking psycho . D:
May 17 , Sunday.
Me w my new specs (:
Finally a night going home with Xinyi . (:
May 18 , Monday.
Went to have dessert after work agn , but this time .. Nt an enjoyable one , didn't even finished it . Nt worth to elaborate , fucking embarrassing lol . :x
May 20 , Wednesday.
It's May 20 .. 520 !
After work , went to use an hour of computer with Ghost & Jamie before heading home . Was intending to take the last bus back , but Ghost missed it . Jamie's still have to wait for ard 20mins , so they say go have a drink first . Jamie felt hungry so she ate , then we sit there until don't feel like going home le , so we chilled there . It's too hot inside so we went out but after that we went in again cos Ghost turn to eat lol . We chatted sooo much .. Abt supernatural stuff , M'sia & Sg , company stuff , etc etc .. There's nothing we can't talk abt . (:
Had actually planned to be his gf on this date*so romantic* , but .. I can't make a decision at the last min . I rly can't .. Plan failed , my own problem . :[
Home sweet home at 4am .
May 21 , Thursday.
Went to the coffee shop w the usual clique before heading home cos they wanted to have supper . Actually didn't want to tag along cos I wasn't feeling well , but ghost ask me to go , she say a while only cos they'll leave after eating .
Chatted with Ay on the phone and cried again . It's the second time , I think I'm fucking emotional lei . Irritating . :[ This time partly is becos I think I made him rly sad and disappointed , felt rly guilty . Another reason is becos I don't think we're suitable for each other . I rly liked him , but character-wise , we're really 一个天一个地 .
May 22 , Friday.
Dreamt of Sis . She passed away . LOL ! I dreamt that I kept sobbing , then I suddenly wake up cos I was feeling very uncomfortable . To my horror*exaggerating* ..! I was rly crying ! There's rly tears on my face , I looked at my Sis's bed , she wasn't there(she's at work) , then I started sobbing agn till I went back to slp . LOL ! Funny right ? Guess I really fear losing any of my love ones . Hope that dream won't come true so fast best come after 70years :D
My Sis bought this super cute and yummy Doraemon spongecake :p He's my brother lei ! I'm as round as him hahaha ! :D
May 23 , Saturday.
Off day !~
I just realised my phone's camera haf this function lol :D
I had to report to work at 11am cos of some reason , but I'll knock off at 2:30pm :D
Szemian came to meet me at my workplace , Stanley dropped by with his friend Sk after Szemian reached . (:
Ard 2:20pm , Benny ask me to fuck off liao , so we went to shop around Bugis for a while . Met Rebecca too . Bought 6 cutesy bracelets :D
Stanley and Sk went off while me , Szemian and Rebecca went to shop at Iluma and Bugis Junc . Went to have lunch at Iluma first .
Yum yum ! Their food was fab .. Nice ! :D
Bought a Spongebob Ez-link sticker . The whole card Spongebob that one is the one I bought , the other 2 was given by Xinyi (: Spongebob drinking one is my current ez-link .
Hunt for Liqun's bday prez ;) No avail , so went Town , Taka . Still can't find anything suitable , saw some watches , but over budget lol ! Rebecca left first at around 7pm , Szemian then accompanied me to buy the Choco for Ghost before we leave for Bugis agn .
Took a bus to Bugis , passed Ghost the Choco then left for Iluma agn cos Szemian wanted to get the slipper she saw earlier . Bought a watch for Liqun . Simple and nice , I like it too . ^^
Left for Changi Airport T3 , Popeyes ..!! :D I've never tried it before , was so excited abt it haha . I regretted having the burger instead of the chicken . I don't find it any nicer than KFC like what I heard haha .. Must go try the chicken next time . :p
That Thai asked me out for movie that night , I haven't answered him , so ard 10pm , before we leave airport , we sat down while I think if I shld go , cos I'm seriously broke . I called back and he told me he suddenly gt smth on , so can't go to the movie with me thus change to tml , he still added , dun worry he will treat me and will send me home after the movie . LOL ! I just went like.. "okay" . :\ Then before we hang up the phone , I heard a "Yes!" coming from him lol ! The feeling is so weird la , I should have hang up earlier . Haha .. Awkward , lucky I don't think he know I heard him . :x
Lastly , CONGRATS TO MY DEAREST CUTESY SZEMIAN BESTIE !! Last long with Lf , you have my wishes . (: Treasure him , frm what you told me , I know he'll treat you really good ^^ Felt quite accomplished also , one day if both of you rly get married , must thank me for psychoing you . :p
but for me .. I'm still troubled w r/s thing . I'm really fucking fickle minded . This moment I will say I'm going to be his gf , the other moment I will say I don't want . Fuck me pls . -,-
May 24 , Sunday.
Went to watch Night At The Museum 2 at cine w e clique , Hugo , Alson and Benny .
Wasn't an enjoyable night out , dunno why . The mood just wasn't there .. :[ Felt apologetic towards Hugo , was kind of ignoring him the whole night . :x Partly is bcos I felt abit shy , but mainly is my mood la .. My mood always spoils my day :[ Worrying Ay will get angry that I went out till very late , so when they say they wanted to go for supper after movie I didn't want to tag along .
Home at 3am w Jamie , she stay over at my place to save cab fare . Haha !
May 25 , Monday.
I think my bangles are getting way too ... many .
Haha , I didn't know I've gt so many of it alr . :p
Out of boredom .
Was rly thinking a lot abt Ay and I ..
《放弃》
一想到要放弃 心里就很不好受
我不想伤到你 也不想被伤到
如果我们真的不适合 放弃也不是一件坏事
总比到最后两败惧伤来的好到时
我们可能连朋友都不是。
May 26 , Tuesday.
Can't go to work due to some matters .. So , no off day tml . :[ Sometimes I rly feel very sorry towards Doris . She's really very nice to me .. I feel very ungrateful . Nowadays when I see her , I feel really awkward .. I can never pay back everything that she helped me in . :[ && she is also the reason why I'm still in this company .
