I♥GUANYIN

Meizhu is back from Myanmar!~

She came to Bugis yesterday, then we did things we usually do when she was still working at Messy. (: This time, Ghost joined us^^

First, we sat down at McDonald, had ice-cream and chit chat.
Second, we have nowhere to go so we decided to have steamboat.
Third, we walked around Bugis and slack everywhere we can.
Fourth, went to lanshop, spent the last hour using computer.
Fifth, the main thing we were waiting for all night long till dawn has arrived..

GUANYIN'S DIVINE LOT!~

I gt 2, both is good. In fact, I think it's really 2 great lots. The first one I asked for is career, I asked if I made the correct decision of leaving this job and search for a better one and I also told Guanyin that I want to learn something, I asked for her opinion. (: I'll quote some of the interpretation out..

"When the sacred sword is drawn, it's fame will spread far and wide. And the nobleman who bears this sword will be met with favour and popularity."
"Business transactions will be successful and lead to big fortune. Farming and silk industry look promising, but you will lose some cattle."
"You will enjoy prosperity after migration to a foreign country."

Isn't it ggggrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttttttttttttt..?!!??!!

And for the second lot, I asked abt marriage, nt to the extend of marriage la, I asked for her opinion to see if Ay's a good guy and should I... ... Lets see the interpretation..

"Misfortune turns out to be fortune, and whatever you plan to do will be successful."
"Changes and upheavels lie ahead, but no one will be harmed."
"Migration should be encouraged."

I don't know why Guanyin wants me to migrate to other countries so much that it was mentioned in both lot, I don't want to.. but seems like it'll be better for me.. :( Anyway, this divine lot really helps me a lot a lot, I've already got my answer for this r/s. (:

Meizhu's not bad too, but seems like Sg will nt be a very good place for her to develop her career, but doesn't matter, cos she is going to America soon. Migration is not good for her though. Maybe what Guanyin was saying was her to stay at Myanmar to build up her career first before going to foreign countries.

As for Ghost, not good, near bad. Same as Meizhu, Sg is nt a place for her to build up her career, it's best for her to not travel and even her family is at risk too. :\

Anyways, I enjoyed this night out really really much! Reached home at around 8am.

Woke up at 3pm, no work day. Supposed to be an MC day end up being a MIA day lol. So $70+ off my salary. Fuck that, going to get reaaaaaaaaaaal broke soon. :[

Now, I've got my resignation letter ready. So my last day is going to be on July 27, after that, everyone feel free to ask me out any day! Hahaha! I'll be freeeeee soooooon ~ Lets party! :D

I so want to eat the beef-roll-thing!

I've been late for like this whole week. Fuck that. Not just 30mins or so, it's bloody 1hr30mins! Salute me please, I don't think anyone works like how I does. Spent all my money on fucking cab fares. :[

No exceptions for today, I even slept later compared to the past few days. :x I msg-ed Benny to inform him I'll be late which I already was at the point of time. When I rushed to bathe, he replied telling me today I off. -,-

Screw him. Luckily I was not planning to meet anyone this wk. D: So I told my Sis today's my off, we can go celebrate Fathers' Day and my Bro's bday. (:

Everythings up, I've got plans for today. Benny called agn, he asked if I could go to work, definately.. No! If only he called like 15mins earlier, then I might go. :\

Haven't been talking to them much after the bag-lost-prank thing. Actually I don't really mind if we just stay on this terms until I leave this company on Aug, cos I'm actually enjoying not being disturbed/teased by them(:

Ok, sounds a bit mean here. :x

(Brb..)

God, I'm so stuck onto Facebook's tons of quizzes. Hehe. Been doing a lot, though some are really lame and nt true at all, but it really amazed me when I get the oh-it's-true-i'm-rly-like-that-! answer. Haha! Crap~ I've got nothing to blog about.

Oh! There's these 2 days, I met my Sis to buy Facial products at Bodyshop then had Sakae tgt. (: TheBodyShop products are really great! I spent $60plus on 4items, quite cheap. ^^ Sakae was superb, got ourself bloated! That was the first time I tried the beef roll thing, totally awesome, the sauce was awesome, the mushroom was awesome the beef was awesome. :p

A $70plus dinner. :p

The Awesome beef. (Doesn't look appealing:p)

Bumped into Szemian and her bf, took the same bus back home and mask time! :D
I think I look retarded, hahaha! (Guess mel thinks so too^^)

Then the other day was spent with Teresa. Met her up at her workplace, Hougang. Had dinner tgt at Ajisen Ramen. De..licious. ;)

Went to Cotton On, we both bought the shades, just S$5!!! Hurry go grab em ~

My phone's flash sucks.

Then we tot of catching a movie, took the train to Dhoby Ghaut, but no movies. -,- Headed home after that. Had actually wanted to meet Ay when I was waiting for train, but when I call him he was already on train. Oh well.. maybe next time. (:

Random photos I found in my phone:p
Pipi on my bed. Haha!

I want to edit my blog. :[
I want to buy fabric paint. I want to get pay. I want to quit. I want to lazed around everyday. I want to change phone. I want a laptop. I want 50kg. I want pretty hair. I want good complexion. I want to sing. I want to watch movie with him. I want to know what I want. I want what I want.

Bye. I'm going crazy over what I want.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH~

Pissed

Salah liao haha ! Teresa's bday is on the 16th of July, nt June :p

Anyways, I'm here to blog cos I'm very very irritated and pissed off by my colleagues. I admit that I was at fault to always run out of the shop and leave it unattended, but the prank they played on me was really way too much.. Furthermore, it's not the first time already.

They used to keep away my wallet and phone cos I always misplace them. This time, guess what they took..

You won't believe it..

My entire bag. -,-

At first I thought it might be Benny, so I asked him, but he denied, then I asked everyone else, everyone just acted like they dunno anything, then I started to worry, I asked them one more time then I called my Dad, no one stopped me, I was thinking like.. gosh, don't tell me it really got stolen. Closed the shop, called Ay told him to go home first and I just left with the $10 note and handphone I have in the drawer. I walked around Bugis Village, until Belle and Olivia saw me.. Told them I lost my bag, and started sobbing. Benny and Ghost called meanwhile.. Doris called after them and told me "Where are you? You called the police then the police is now in our shop with you bag". The first thought was.. Wtf, I never even called the police, even if I did, how could the police possible get the bag back-,- So I answered her in a very attitude way and hang up after finishing my words. I was really fucking pissed at that time, even until now.. I wouldn't want to see them. Belle went in to tell them to return me my bag then Ghost took it out for me, though I know she might nt be involve in it, but still I couldn't helped but gave her attitude. Took my bag and left.

The thing is I made my parents worry for me for nothing. They are too much.. too much..

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I chatted with Ghost the day before about 嫌弃(dunno what's the eng for it lol) Ay, cos he's very like.. sua gu. Ghost told me then that means I don't like him at all, she say if I like someone I won't be feeling in that way le. My first thought was.. "drama-,-".

Today I asked Auntie Kat abt this thing. She said so too! She also say if you like someone you won't 嫌弃 him. I think, very hard. && realised.. it's true. I accepted how Rickson was and loved him with all my heart(but end up getting cheated). I've never feel that on him before, everything was perfect, he was perfect, in my eyes.

So I realised, it's not love, maybe it's just some sort of 好感. Even though that's the conclusion which came out, Auntie kat still say I can try with him and see how lo.. Haha.. Super funny la.. As for Ghost, she say I shld nt try, cos she thinks that will end up hurting him, and also me.

Even Auntie Kat also say I got too much worries.. :p Cos I keep having "but..buts..butss.." :x

I don't know what decision I will make, but seriously I wish to try it out with him, it's just the fear and realistic thoughts that's stopping me. :[

Sorry for not updating so long! :p

June 2, Tuesday
Off-day!

Overslept! :p Woke up at around 3pm and saw Bessie's sms. She said she suddenly have smth on, so cannot meet me le.

So I dilly dally at home, until around 7pm, went to meet Sis at Bugis. We went to Sim Lim Sq, bought my pinky cutey ds. ^^ Accompanied Sis have her dinner at the very delicious wanton mee stall. (:

At around 9pm she left while I went to shop around, bought my contact lens and a top from Dorothy Perkins. :D

Waited for them to knock off, was supposed to have steamboat tgt, some sort of farewell dinner with Jamie? but end up, only got me, Ghost, Alson and Jamie. Lol! We took a very long time to decide whether to sing or to eat. We 3 girls was fine with any, only Alson. We seriously dunno what he want at that point of time. The only feeling we got is, he want to go home. :\

Me with Jamie, Jackie and Ellaine^^

So in the end, a coin decide for us. Sing!

It was my first time at Topone. Overall, the atmosphere was great, but the audio system and the song selection system really lose out to Kbox. Well still, Topone might be the next singing location for me. Haha. Oh ya, even though the drink is free flow, but it's diluted until like ... -,- Luckily their plain water is free, unlike Kbox. :x

Sing Sang Sung! They, I mean. Cos I was really busy playing with my ds. :x

Me and Alson left at around 4am, while Ghost and Jamie stayed there till dawn for the first bus/train.


June 3, Wednesday

Didn't attend Karen's bday party cos it shifted to East Coast. Lazy go until there, so sorry. :p

Met Szemian at the coffee shop, she brought the shoe I asked her to buy for me and a huge ass teddy. It was really a surprise. O.o I was totally stunned. && it's so embarassing and funny and weird to carry it along to eat Prata!! :\

Everyone at the coffee shop kept looking at it, and us. Still saw Andy there and a couple frm Bugis who's just 2 shops away frm my workplace. :\ Malu.. but still, thanks to TEOSZEMIAN! Love her to bits. I wanted a huge pink teddy since I was at Genting, cos I saw an uber cute one there.

This huge ass pinky name is ... AN OII♥

When we were still in Secondary Sch, we gave nicknames to each other, I'm AN II and she is AN OII, but we became Bestie after that. So I want to name this teddy after her. (: I remember AN II and AN OII is a very meaningful name, but I forgot how it came about.. ^^ LOL!

Left home after having the yummy Prata which I've been craving since last week! ^^


June 5, Friday

HAPPY BDAY TO PRETTY RED! :D

Steamboat!

Had a not very enjoyable steamboat w Szemian, Xinyi, Ghost, Jeron, Reno and Jason. :[

Sometimes, I can take sarcasism remarks, but there's always time when I don't feel good with it. And when 2-3 people are all shooting sarcasism remarks at you together, the feeling is totally, sucky. Cos no matter how hard you try to rebate, rmb you're in a '1 VS 3' situation.

After the steamboat, Xinyi left while we walked over to Town. I've never WALK to Town before frm Bugis. Lol. Like wth, we're at Bugis! :\ But actually it's rly very near lol. Head over to Parklane, for pool actually, but end up dunno wad they doing, so we just walk and walk and then Jeron parted w us at The Cathay.

Continued walking and find a spot for us to sit down and share ghost stories. :\ Super freaky, scared scared scared. Don't even dare to go home. :x

Home sweet home at around 4am. Everyone of us don't dare to look out of the lift, lol! :D


June 10, Wednesday

HAPPY 21ST BDAY TO JOHN! :D

Off!

Met Teresa at Town, shopping shopping! :D

Went to Wisma first, then Far East and Bugis! ^^ Chatted with King at Iluma until Bugis Village, lol. Parted with Teresa after they knock off, cos they going to celebrate her colleagues bday.

Didn't went to John's 21st bday party cos nobody from Messy is going lol. Waited for Ghost and co. knock off, then go supper with them, home sweet home after that. (:

June 11, Thursday

Look at my cutey cutey mannequin:D

My new jacket, but sold it out already, bought it on impulse seriously. It's rly fucking common and it turns me off seeing so people wearing the same thing.

June 12, Friday

New top^^ Super loving it, simple casual comfortable(:


Look at these freaking cute lil specs ! From one of Messy's top, hehe, borrow to wear hehe.

Went home tgt with Charlie after work. Drop off at Sengkang with him, chatted till 12:30am, took last bus home ^^

Didn't know we've got so much things to talk abt haha! :D


June 13, Saturday

Me with another new top hehe. :p The colourful horses are nice. (: && I put the specs on one of the horse. Hahaha super cute.

Went home with Ay, hehe. :p Can see he's very happy when I told him to wait for me to go home tgt. ^^ So cute.. Next time go home with him then meet Miaomiao also :D

Well, the feeling is still not bad. At least we still have topics to talk abt, although there wasn't much but we still managed to communicate la. Lol. Unlike A, totally kept quiet all the while when I'm with him. -,- It's better this way, be like 'normal' friends first, yes before that we were too abnormal, though we get to see each other everyday, but we only communicate thru phone, the feeling is so weird and that really affect my decision a lot. So I'm gonna keep this going and see how it goes. (:

June 14, Sunday

I love this top, I hate this top. It's a love-hate thing for it. I love the design, I hate the material, I hate that it's out of shape. Hate that I didn't give it a check before leaving. :[ Even more hate that I got to ask my mum to alter the sleeve shorter cos it got bleached. -,- A troublesome top.

June 15, Monday

After work, went for movie w 8 crazy people lol, usual cliques but adding reno and his fren Weiqiang. Caught Drag Me To Hell, then supper, home sweet home at around 3am. (:

Okay, this movie was duper great. Gross to the max and totally made me cover my eyes and my mouth throughout lol. Some parts were really hilarious though. Great show! Nt a show which gives you creeps after it, when discussing abt parts of the movie, it's a non-stop laughter thing. Haha. :D

While we were having supper, saw damn lots of transsexual, they're all super sexy, but only some look gorgeous, others look like shit lol(their operation fail hahaha!). :p

Off-day tml ! Gonna meet KamyTwinny, watching movie, then maybe will shop around a bit. Time to buy Teresa's bday present, omg tml is her bday already:\

June 16, Tuesday

HAPPY BDAY TO DEAREST TERESA ! :D

Was supposed to meet Kamy, but I woke up late, so she cancelled the meet up :[ Felt super apologetic msged her to postpone the time, but she chose to postpone the meet up to other day, so sad, but well, it's my fault.

So, I msged my Sis and ask if she can meet me after she knock off, she agreed.

Was supposingly going to watch Hannah Montana: The Movie, but the reviews sound sucky, so we're nt going to watch that. Will be meeting her for dinner then maybe shop ard a bit for Teresa's present, bodyshop products and fabric paints. ^^

Gonna go prepare, bye! ;)

It's almost 6am, I'm still busy uploading the photos, feeling very tired already, will post it out tml.. maybe.. :\

Check back soon for updates! :D

Goodnightmorning!^^

God, I'm feeling so sleepy.

DS LITE HERE I COMEEEEE ~

May 29 , Friday
Met SzemianBestie after work at e coffee shop . Had our fill , then started chatting abt everything . (: Love chatting with her ^^ Home sweet home at around 3am . *cravings for Roti Prata*

Did some freaking meaningful msges with Ghost .
*If u can read chinese then good for you , if nt , too bad :[*

Ghost: 什么时候学会了用微笑代替哭泣；什么时候学会了用沉默代替孤单。不要因为好怕跌倒而不学走路；不要因为害怕受伤而不去争取。只要感觉对了就勇敢的尝试，不要等到机会没了才后悔。铁达尼号装上冰山后都还有最后的生还者。在爱情里只要你不去尝试到最后，你永远也不会知道自己会不会是那最后胜利的生还者。我是你的爱情顾问可是我真的不知道你在想啥米？！但是我感觉到你还在为“爱”这个字烦恼！我是觉得性格上，年龄上，啥米都好都不重要有些是可以改的！我觉得如果你已经知道自己最喜欢的是谁了就勇敢去尝试吧！好过你在路边随便捡石头！

Me: 谢谢，但是我还是选择暂时单身。我觉得如果我跟双鱼座(AY)在一起我会伤到他。我不想捡不适合的石头。我怕会磨到它裂开，最后碎掉。造成的伤害会是双方面的，我把它磨碎，它把我割伤。干啥呢！还不如我再等更适合的。这样我也不用费心费力的去磨它。一捡到就觉得很喜欢很适合。不是吗？只不过，我现在不知道要怎么把我捡起的石头轻轻的放下，不要造成太大的裂痕。

(In case you're very troubled abt the stone thing , read this msg ..)
爱得感觉总是在一开始甜蜜 ，总觉得多了一个人陪，多了一个人帮你分担你的烦恼，你终于不再孤单了，因为至少有一个人会想着你，恋着你。只要能在一起就是好的，但是慢慢的，随着认识的加深，你开始发现了对方的缺点，于是问题一个接一个出现。你开始觉得烦，累，甚至想要逃避。其实爱情就像磨石子一样，有人总想捡到一个适合自己的石子，但你又如何知道什么时候能捡到呢？或许刚捡到的时候，你不是很满意，但是请记住人是有弹性的。很多事情是可以改变，只要有心，有勇气。与其到处去捡未知的石头，还不如将自己已拥有的石头磨亮磨光。你明了吗？别把随地的未知石头都捡起。珍惜你所拥有的，这就是恋爱的开始。不要随便牵手，更不要随便放手。

May 31 , Sunday

I msged AY ..

Me: 睡了吗？我们做朋友就好，好吗？
AY: Why you got boyfriend liao ha?
Me: 没有，就像我说过的。我们不是很适合 我不想要勉强在一起 。了解吗？
AY: Sorry I very tired then I want to sleep . Sorry ya . Goodnight .
Me: Sorry . Goodnight .

I chose to msg him in chinese is bcos I'm afraid he won't get what I want to say in eng . Felt super bad abt it . :[ Hope he isn't affected much , but his reply sounds like he's trying to .. sigh , I dunno how to say ..

Nobody knows abt it . Until Miaomiao msged and asked me abt him the next day , she must be very honoured she's the first to know lor .. Haha ! :D


June 1 , Monday
This is a very very malu day . -,-

First I checked my acc balance and made sure that I can use my Nets to pay for my cabfare , but when I was reaching , I opened my bag .. I DIDN'T BROUGHT MY ATM CARD ALONG !! D: Called Ghost to borrow $12 lol ..

Second , I realised my slipper is going to spoil , but I thought it won't break so fast , so continue wearing it .. I went to the toilet .. Came out and when I was beside the shoe shop .. It broke . I didn't brought any money along , so asked if I can get the slipper first , then I go down take money . :\ Luckily she's kind enough . Haha ! :p

Finally get pay liao , it's been a long long wait to the 1st . :[ Shopping tml with Bessie . Getting PINKY PINKY DS LITE TML , TRIPLE YAY !!