Mum's Birthday

Off day today. :)

Quite sad actually. Cannot see Edwin for his last day. :( Never mind! Since we aren't very close yet anyway.

Bro drove me and his gf to meet Dad, Mum and Sis @ Joo Chiat.

Had dinner there, celebrating my Mum's birthday as well, her birthday is on April Fool! ;D

Rojak, Fried Dough Stick w Mayo, Mee Goreng, Veggies, Satay, Fried Rice and lastly, the main dish, CRABSSS !

Totally going gaga over crabs please. Hahaha. Yummy to the maximum. I feel like eating the Chilli Crab from the Coffee Shop located near Prime Mart now. Lol.

Doesn't look appealing, but it's super nice okay.
The Black Pepper Sauce is superb. Hot and sweet. x)

Headed home at around 8pm, and reached home at around 8:30pm. Luckily I got to catch "U Are The One", I didn't forgot my M3 all along okay! Hahaha. I bet I won't be able to watch it next week.

Now I think Clement is cuteee too. I like his teeth, super cute. :B

***I got a problem now***

I don't know what's my schedule for tomorrow !!

Bye! *Off to sms Uncle*

Fun Workday .

Work was fun today.

I reached there at around 11:10am, but none of the shops are opened, I mean Messy, X-Factor and Cosine. Went to the toilet, then sat at the coffee shop for a while, and decided to go sit somewhere near X-Factor, cos I couldn't see them from the coffee shop, so I won't know when they open.

Walked over and surprisingly, saw them smoking there. -,- Stood there like some woodblock while they open the shop. Okay, the reason for me standing there like a woodblock is because I don't know what I can help. A while later, Benny asked me to follow Edwin to Messy to open the shop. Followed him and learn how to open.

Edwin is a friendly and funny guy. This is the real him. Haha. Previously, that was just my impression on him at that time, so it's just misunderstanding. :p He told me something like.. All the newcomers don't want talk to him(Ruiting also), then ask me he very fierce meh, guess what I reply ? I nodded. Hahaha!

He said something to me out of a sudden after we stopped chatting. He said, "你瘦一点就会很美", and walked away. That makes me want to slim down even more lor! Lol. That sentence, came out from a handsome guy, you say will influence me not.. HAHAHA.

Anyways, Edwin only stayed at Messy for a while, after Ken came to ask him to go to Parco, he left. Didn't chat with Ken, not even one word came out from him to me, and vice versa. :\

Gal came and she worked with me for the whole day. Super fun working with her. Kept laughing and laughing ! She got super lot of flings please, she married already somemore. -,- Haiyo. I thought she was fierce at first, cos when Ken talk to her after she came and before he left, she never answer, and her face was like "chao da". Hahaha! That's what she said herself. I'm very surprise by how we can chat so much, cos she's a Malay, and my English is super lousy please. :\

Doris suddenly came to Messy and very unluckily, both me and Gal are using handphones at the counter area. -,- She said, "你们两个很有空hor, 两个一起在这边用电话" (Gal understand Chinese). Lucky Gal's reaction fast enough, say we sending songs. Phew ! I was super scare lor. Doris's face was super scary, you won't know till you saw it yourself. D:

She's still as fierce, but when she asked me to go over to X-Factor, she want to talk to me about all the things, and then I found out that she's actually nice too. :p

Oh, shethey thought I reached at 11:30am ! Is I never saw them at first ! Then Doris say me, so I explain to her about it lor. :( She say, these 3 days, first day reached in time, second late for 4hours, and third day late for 30mins(which they misunderstood), she can actually terminate me already, no company would accept this kind of employees, but that day when she tested me, she think I did it quite well since it's only my first day(which I think I didn't), and that I've potential for it, that's why she decided to continue using me. Jeneve said I have potential too, but why don't I see it myself ? :\

So now, everyone is nice, but Benny is still ... :\ I don't know la. Maybe need some more time.

Ran around like mad today. Kept having to run to X-Factor to get the Berms. -,- Tired, but still fun ! Haha.

Before we left, I was with Ruiting at Cosine, waiting for her, then Edwin came over and chatted while she do her stuff. Edwin call me Ahpui lor ! D: Super not happy, but I know he's joking la. He said something like this, "你们女孩子很奇怪，都不喜欢人家叫你们Ahpui，我觉得女孩子叫Ahpui很可爱。" -,- Stupid right.. Then I tell him, if he's fat, then people call him Ahpui he will like meh and ask him go call other girls, I don't need ! Lol. Stupid. If I had known earlier that he will call me Ahpui, when he ask me his friend's/his perfume which costs around 2k plus smells nice or not, I will tell him "it stinks" instead of "alright". Hahaha.

Now that I'm also quite friend with Edwin, it's also too late. Tomorrow is his last day. And I can't even see him on his last day, cos I off. Sigh. So, guess we won't really remember each other la. Haha.

Still clicked better with Ruiting, although sometimes nothing to say. Haha. I hope I don't get to work at Cosine. :( There's CCTV there and it's connected to the TV at X-Factor. -,- Which means, no privacy at all, you won't know if they're looking at you while you are working. Super uncomfortable. Ask me stand there look after for a while I also feel uncomfortable already lor. :\

I think.. Most probably, I will continue working there. Come find me come find me ! Got 10% off for friends !! :D :D :D Bring your Boyfriend along please, if not you don't need come already. Only guys apparels at Messy. Girls one will only be at Cosine, think also can 10% la, but I not there. I at Messy. ;)

By the way, anyone want to work nearby me ? Hahaha ! The shop opposite me looking for full-time ! Maybe can go try ask. ;) I don't know is Zinc/Ink/Square2, sell bag de la. Lol. Today that guy waved to me again. :\

Super Late .

I'm super tired.

Was SUPER late please. Was supposed to be there at 12pm, but I only reached at 4pm. -,- I woke up at 2:30pm, by Kaixin's Sms, left home at 3pm. Fast yea ? Haha. Uncle(My mum's sworn bro) drived me to Paya Lebar and I took the train to Bugis ! No big difference though, also took 1hour to reach, I thought will reach earlier. Lol.

Although Ah Siang Uncle don't like people to be late, but he didn't blamed me. It's Benny who seems more angry. :( He kept on saying "You sleep until very good hor, so late then wake up", etc etc. :(

They all thought I don't want to work already. :\

Work was tough, but with that super nice, funny, cute and good-looking uncle around, I think that's alright already la. Haha. Lucky I won't be working with Benny. :x Aiya, cannot cannot, tomorrow uncle off, scarly sway mouth, really work with him. :x

Actually.. Today I got go over to X-Factor(Benny's side) for a while, then he ask me help him look after outside, I think that's actually better although it's quite hot and inside is cooler, cos I don't really want to face him and we've got nothing to talk about. Super awkward. -,-

Saw Jolene while I was at X-Factor. ;D

Heard from Ruiting, about a guy, only Szemian know, his name is Ken. He's married please ! He's only 19 now. -,- Super handsome lor.

That nice guy, his name is Malvin. :) He's still very nice today. Haha.

Might continue or quit ? I don't know either. Let me try for some more time.

Bye ! Shall turn in as soon as possible in case I oversleep again, I guess the second time if I'm that late, I'll be in deep shit.

Might quit again ?

I got prepared by 1hour earlier and got there by half an hour earlier. Lol. Had Ice Milo at the coffee shop while waiting for the time to pass, chatting with Szemian at the same time too. ;)

Work wasn't boring today, instead I'm feeling super tired now. :(

Had to run here and there for the stuff. D:

Uncle is a super great guy, although he looked super fierce, and sounded fierce too, but I know deep inside, he's noooooooooooot ! Hahaha.

Benny is a sucky guy. He's so stern please. Looked funny, crappy, friendly, but ain't at all. This conversation make me dislike him even more. Maybe he's just joking ? I don't know.

This conversation was in Chinese actually, so if you know Chinese, just translate yourself. Lol.

Uncle: What is it ? (Pointing to the packet Benny passed me when I'm with Ruiting.)
Benny: Fried Prawn Noodles, from Beach Rd, very famous one.

Uncle kept forcing me to share with him when I said I don't want already!

Uncle: She whole day didn't eat anything leh.
Benny: On diet ah ?
Me: Ya, sort of. (I was not hungry at that time too)
Benny: Why ? Where got problem ?
Me: Everywhere, cannot see meh ?
Benny: A bit can see la.


-,-


He's very mean right ! D:

Ruiting is from Punggol Sec too. She's niceee, but very quiet. :\ I have to keep on find topic to talk about with her, if not very awkward. Lol.

Edwin is one stern guy too. He looked unfriendly, and IS unfriendly. :\

Got another guy I don't know his name, he is niceeeee too, not stern at all. Didn't really chatted with him, but he is the only one who's willing to help me, Benny just tell me where the stocks are, and I got to find it myself, Edwin don't even care about me, unlike him, still asked me what I looking for and helped me to look for it. Niceeee. ;D

That Zinc guy is cuteee ! Waved to me first time, I looked at him, weirdly and he still waved to me the second time. Hahaha. Also said Byebye to me when he's leaving. ;)

Noticed there's a lot of guys ? Haha. If you haven't realized, I'm working at Messy. Guy's apparels boutique. :) There's girls stuff too, but only at at the shop Ruiting is tending, I will help out here and there at both branch, just not Benny's side, cos there's 3 guys there alr. :)

There's one thing which made me super fed up, and make me feel like quiting too.

Doris, our manager, she came today. I was helping Ruiting to look after the shop, she came to check and I saw what she was doing so I can actually guess a bit that she's the manager. Before that also heard from Ruiting that Doris came.

She straight away ask me "How much is this one ?" , "How much is that one ?" , "Do you have a new piece for this one ?" , "Can cheaper not ?" . Yea, she's acting like a customer trying to test me. Well, I think I did it quite badly. :( Cos I admit, I was quite blur. :\ First day only lei , what she expect sia. Ruiting also only roughly told me the prices, and where the stocks are placed at. Stupid manager.

Now , they still think they deceived me and they still don't intend to let me know that person is Doris. -,-

Anyways, she bought 3 top. Lame right. She came while there's customers around lor, want test also don't like that right, distract me lor. Dumbo manager.

So.. it's super obvious, cos Uncle kept on coming over, which he don't before Doris came. And once she come, Ruiting will suddenly disappear. -,- Obvious right.

Doris looked and heard that she's fierce. Super fierce.

The thing I mind most is that they tested me ! And still decide to continue deceiving me. :( (Cried when telling this to my sis just now) I really feel very.. very.. 委屈 . Uncle still they are like a big family. -,- Yea, THEY, excluding me .

Sigh.

And I knock off at 11pm today instead of 10:30pm. Know why ? Edwin forgot I was still in that shop and he was happily celebrating his friend's birthday. -,- Uncle asked me to wait inside, that's why I don't dare to leave. D: Since Edwin apologized, I guess.. I shouldn't be too petty. It's actually nothing much too. Haha. :D I seriously didn't blamed them. They still told Uncle I left already, when I'm still at there. Lame hor. Hahaha. Was seriously not enjoying myself at work today, and I bet every other day if they decide to continue using me.

Unhappy on the first day, I cannot imagine what it will be like for the rest of the days. -,-

Might be quiting again, soon. I don't know, maybe I'll judge from tomorrow instead. See how lor. :(

I finally got a job !

- Update -

I forgot to mention that I saw Rebecca and her tatt is super coool please ! Awwww, I want to get tatts too ! Roseeee on my hand !! D: Don't know when then can get it on me. :(

And by the way, anyone of you out there looking for jobs ? I got a number here, working venue will be at Hougang Mall. If anyone of you wants it, maybe you can tag me and leave your email ? Then I'll give you the number. :)

Met up with Szemian Nordy @ her bus stop.

Took bus 34 to Tampines, had our lunch at Century Square. Went to the arcade for Time Crisis. Heh. :p

I died first. :(

Then walked around looking for jobs.

Left my number at the shop where I bought my top. She asked me to report for work at Tiong Bahru Plaza on the 1st of April . They have uniform one lor, some more orange colour lei ! I don't likeeeee . :(

My top. ;p It's nicer when matched with a belt .

Szemian bought heels and a ding-dong thing there too.

Walked over to Tampines Mall. I didn't bought anything while Szemian bought a top from Dano .

Took the train over to Bugis. Shopped at Bugis Junction, Szemian left her number at one of the shop, but I doubt she will get that job . Haha. She don't have experience at all, while all the others who left their number have experience and opted for full-time, she's one of the two who wanted part-time . Lol.

Went over to Bugis Street after it stopped raining.

She bought a white skinny. Lol. She bought a whole set of clothes today. Top, bottom, shoe. Hahaha !

Left my number at 2 shop ! One is on the 2nd level, the other one at the 1st . I'm reporting for work tomorrow at the 1st level one ! xD Gonna call up the Century Square one to tell her I got a job already. Heh. I hope that uncle/boss will confirm to recruit me. I super scare please, and excited. He look super fierce. D:

Took a cab over to The Central.

Went to look for Shuning, Ailing and just nice, Auntie's working too ! ;D

Shuning is super bad please. Make me malu . D: She push me reaaaaaaaaaaaaaal hard, then I got pushed to very very front, but one of my shoe dropped at the back. -,- P/s: That guy never look at you also don't need like that right ! :(

We got bored after hanging around there for some time and went to the riverside, sat down there and chatted a lot. ;)

("x") Nordy & Tardy ("x")

Was actually waiting for Shuning to knock off, then we can go home together, but who knows, last minute got customer(they stayed there for damn longggg), she have to serve them, so we left first. :(

Reached home at around 10pm.

I think he's inside already.
Time to really give up.
I bet I won't take long.

A blogskin for Gary

Oh gosh, I have been posting at least 2 post everyday now . I'm really very bored yea. Haha.

Just finished doing/editing a blogskin for Gary ! :D

I'm very very very satisfied. :p I like the photo I edited for him !! Although it's a very simple skin, I hope he likes it .

Wanna see ?

Here's the photo I edited. (If you don't want to see the whole blog.)

CLICK HERE FOR HIS BLOG .

So, that's all. I really love Html codes, but sometimes, they're irritating at times too, one mistake and all would be ruined.

Excited

I've been staying home since Monday. The feeling sucks. I'm super duper bored at home. Can anyone out there ask me out ?!!?! I know I won't get any replies. I always wanted to interact with all of you, but I'm always talking to some cold-blooded friends, who want to let me feel like I'm talking to some walls. D:

Anyways!! I'm very very VERY looking forward to tomorrow !!

I'll be out with Szemian Nordy, and we're going to hit da town !! I'm actually thinking if I should get her to accompany my to Bugis too. I need a job, badly please. Sigh.

I think I got her into trouble lei, now she must be home before 10pm. Which we always have to rush back. :( I mean like, if only she can just be back before 11pm, as I can't be out till that late too. My Dad will be nagging like hell, then my Mum will get to know, then if my Bro is home, he will help my Dad call and SCOLD me, then my Sis will sms/call me to ask me what time I going back, cos Dad not happy already. -,- See! That's my family. How I wish I can stay out and I mean stay outside, either friend's house or whatever.

So now she must be back before 10pm, which means we have to be on our way home at around 9pm, depending on the venue, which means we cannot meet any more later already. Sigh. If we meet at 2pm, sure not enough time. I think must meet at 12:30pm already. SIGH! Which means I got to get up earlier already !! Omg.

Okay, I think I really got nothing to blog about, I'm just saying the same thing over and over again. Bored, but can't think of anything to blog about. Basically, I got nothing to do now except sending comments to some friends, I ain't even chatting in Msn. -,- Don't know I online for what . Seeing him online make me feel even worse. D:

Lesser and lesser of my real life friends are coming online these days. Why huh ? All busy with school ? Sigh. So if I want to chat, also only can chat with those online friends, whom I don't trust anymore. :(

Oh ya, all of you know who is Aska Yang 杨宗纬 right ? If you don't know, go bang the wall now.

I loveeee him, he's my boyfriend ! :x

So while I'm looking for Aska's photo, I found my first love. 刘明峰 !!

I'll share with you all . :D

Aska Yang 杨宗纬




刘明峰


That photo of him in that gown in super funny please. :DD


And tadah ! Both of my love . ;D

Omg, I must stop being an idol idiot . I have been emo over him and crazy over artistes. -,- My emotions are very extreme these day. Lol.

I shall end here.

Back to myself tomorrow ! Cos I will be out, and after I'm out, I bet I will become the same old meeee ! Come back tomorrow , not only tomorrow, everyday also come ! Hahaha. :D

He's going to court tomorrow.
Maybe tomorrow will be
the end of my hopes and tears on him,
it's really time to put a stop to everything.

KohWanLin is an emo bitch .

Sigh.


Online guys friend really cannot be trusted .

You never know if he's saying the exact same thing which he said to you to other girls.
You never know if he's sincerely chatting with you .
You never know the things he said is true or not .
And this, from Alex The Stupid Pig,
"You never know what's the motive behind" .

I never know, yea, never.

He can be chatting with me, and at the same time, maybe other 5-10 girls. Who knows..

Cos of my stupidity, that's why I would fall for an online friend. D: It's the very first time I fell for an online friend, really. And I guess I shall stop with him . No more falling on the net .

I'm not going to let this continue. I'm going to give him up, no matter how difficult it is .

I guess forgetting someone isn't difficult. I just have to stop contacting him. Like how I forgot S that time . Like how I get over Alan 2 years ago . Maybe I should just be with the one who love me more than I love him .

That's it .

Currently : Hating myself a lot .

CalebCalebCaleb!

Okay, I had actually wanted to blog about "U Are The One 唯我独尊", but I got another important thing first.

#1 - I'm sick of my blogskin, I did some editing if you noticed.

#2 - I feel like changing the "I LOVE SPONGEBOB" picture already. I tried to make another one just now, but I have no idea about where to start, what pictures to use, what words to type. :(

And so.. I need you people to give me some ideas !!!! I feel like making an animation rather than just a dead picture. ;)

Ideas please ? I hope I don't get no replies at all. D: I hope .

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Aye, since that was so short. I shall continue with my plan and blog about my lovely Caleb and Liang Yi . I'm totally obsess with Caleb please!!! (Currently obsess with a lot of artistes :p)

Caleb! Omg. He's so fucking cute please. The answer he gave was super funny ! Haha.






I think he look like Japanese more than Korean. ;)


This is taken from Liang Yi's Blog. ;D Super Jap please. Love love loveeeee !


Hack care about the other 3, look at the third one ! So super cute right ?!




And Liang Yi ! She's very pretty! I love her eye make up. :p




Ignore the other 3 also . Look at her tatts! Cool !


Taken from Liang Yi's blog. They're superbly compatible right ? At least I think so. Both of them are attached already. Sigh. I don't mind Liang Yi having a boyfriend, her bf ain't handsome anyway, but but.. Caleb .. :( He got gf already. Named Grace. :( Haiya, even he don't have gf I also can't possibly get to know him, need not say to be together. -,-

Super cute laaa. F3 & M3 ! ;D

I'll end with Felicia Chin. I don't know why the fuck she want to change her name, ok I know why the fuck, but I still think her previous name was better. D:

So who do you guys like ? ;D Caleb right ! Hahaha !

I'm giving up.. I'll try. ;

As all of you can see from the previous post I posted last night this morning, I'm still feeling quite the same.

Teared at around 3am. Maybe blogging it out can make me feel better ? I don't know.

I thought I can give up on him, I thought I can stop loving him, I thought I can take back my heart/feeling. I supposed I can't, yet.

Yesterday we had a short conversation, after we stopped, I asked him a question out of a sudden and what makes me teared.. is his answer. I don't know why. Thinking back, I'm kind of stupid crying over that matter.

Me: A lot girls like you?
Him: How you know?
Me: A lot?
Him: How you know?
Me: Answer me first..
Him: Quite a lot.

So now.. I'm going to take all my feelings back, all. I'm going to keep it inside of me, till ... I don't know when. Maybe tomorrow I'll be giving it out again? Maybe next week? Next month? Or next year?

A lot of my friends, would know about this .. That I fall in love very, super, extremely easily. Maybe because .. I don't know either. I found out something, I don't fall for friends whom I know for a long time already, I fall for.. friends/strangers whom I just knew, or just mere strangers whom I can see everyday, like S, not even friends yet. Maybe I'm more into "Love at first sight" ? That stupid idiotic thing.

Sigh.

Thinking over that matter and listening to that song this morning, makes me even sadder, that's why I teared.

He's so flirt! How can I like him! Just because he's good-looking? Omg! Wake up please, KohWanLin! I can't be into his sweet-talks, cos I don't take that. Must be his looks, I'm fucking "lookism". D:

So yea..

I'm giving up. Totally, seriously giving up. I don't know how long I will take to give up on him, but I'll try to do it as fast as possible. I'll try.

I'm feeling .

Beach Bitch Date ;

Super fugly without thick make up !
... Actually .. I .. got put a little foundation, little little only. :x
Only a little weeny bit of foundation, nothing else. D:
F-U-G-L-Y-! :(

Woke up damn early today ! 11am okay ! ;D Super miracle cos I slept at around 4am last night, aye, no is this morning. Hahaha!

Prepared and left to meet Liqun Lovely and Szemian Nordy. ;) Met at Econ and bought drinks, not for drinking, but for washing up later(lol!), as we are heading to the beach at Punggol End. Lol. Anyways, it's super useful for washing up at the end.

I asked them to help me bury my foot(& they suddenly became super helpful) . :\ I think it's comfortable . ;)

Take 1: I'm asking Liqun to take it vertically . :p


And yay ! ;D I'm so fucking fat please. Now there you go, everyone, look at the super fat Wanlin here ! Faster come see! It's really rare to see the super fat me ok! Hahaha! :D This photo actually still doesn't shows how fat I really am . :x


This little girl wanted to play with our "tools", but she's uber shy please. Cute though . ;)

I want a babyyyyyyyy ! Do you all know that I love babies a lot ? Heh . :p Who wants to make a baby with meeee ? :D You really want to make a baby with me ? Alright !

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Look for me in Facebook! :D

The ghostly lady(Liqun) who wants to meet some ghosts a lot . -,-
Looks like she's going to commit suicide right ? Hahaha!


Lufai's tomb . I miss him a lot ! Want to see some photos of him ? Next time !! :D He's super cute okay ! And want to know how the name "Lufai" came about ? Next time !! :D

Liqun's sand castle . I don't know how to build one and the any-o-how castle I made was destroy by ghostly lady . D:


Szemian Nordy & Liqun Lovely . ;)
Love them ! Fun out with them !
And it's super difficult to meet Liqun please. Our time always can't click, some more she's very busy with school now.


After playing and we're resting while chatting .


Okay, I know I look stupid here. :(

You can see how sunny the weather is ? I can't even open my eyes properly to take photo. :(

Left for Marina Country Club after a while for more chatting, cos it was really too hot at the beach.

We were at the 3rd floor KTV Lounge at first cos there's air-con there, but after a group of people(Meimei was one of them and she sings really well !!) came, they started singing and we can't really chat already, so left for the ground floor, no air-con please. :( And the KTV Lounge is very "wtf" please, Orange Juice - $4.50 , Pepsi - $3.50, only served us for our drinks, 10% service charge. -,- $10 per hour for singing, but the pool table was alright la, quite normal, $2 per game. ;) Used to it already, but the drinks are really too much . D:

Chatted a lot a lot . Mostly about ghosts . Lol. Walao, I very scare now. Forget it, not gonna elaborate . That ghostly lady is really creepy, keep on wanting to meet "them" . :\

Insane !

Anyways, reached home at around 9pm.

I want to pool and kbox, KohLiqun ! Wait for me to have a job first okay ! ;D

Totally BROKE .

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Random

I just painted my nails gold a few days ago ! Heh ! ;D So in love with gold please.
I know it looks like yellow . :|


The problem my computer have ! "Somebady" help ~ ! Some times, it will standby, and all I have to do is just press the on button again, and it will recover already, but sometimes, it just hang there and doesn't standby, D: Stupid com !
My rabbit cursor cute right! Haha. :D


I know all of you miss Pipi ! (Opps, or you don't even know who's Pipi ?)
Feeding it cucumber. ;)

End of post !

Bye !

Ohhhh! I forgot to ask you peeps! Realized my fringe is shorter ? If haven't go realize please .. I cut it myself!! So super duper satisfied with it . :)

Okay, I just wanted to be proud of myself. :\